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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Alone... Fear....

Today...

Twas quiet....

I was alone....

In the dark....

In the light...

All alone....

No presence I feel....

No soul other than mine...

I was alone...

They left me...

To be the keeper...

Upon my shoulders such tedious task....

I wanted to break free...

But restrained I am...

In this cage of mine...

I was alone...

The fear...

Of being alone...

Crept up to me...

Like the devil...

No one to speak...

No one to play with....

No one to argue...

No one to see....

It was me, me.... and my keepings...

I heard a rumble....

So loud and so near.....

Looked up into the sky...

It was crystal clear....

Then I heard it twice....

Coming from my tummy...

Then I realised...

I have not feasted...

I took up my mini-black box....

And pushed these little Roman digits...

And waited....

The devil hook me up...

She spoke so soft....

It was tempting....

I was tempted....

I blurted my wish....

And it went Tututu....

I waited all alone...

For hours and hours it seems.....

Then finally a ring at the door...

I took up the Devil's offerings...

And feasted on them I did....

I took my time...

To fill my gluttony...

Till left of scarce bones...

Insufficient even to spare a vulture....

Then off I was....

It was getting hot...

Off with these sticky fittings....

And into a refreshing fountain...

Cleanse my body and soul...

And mind at it too...

Then I lay myself down....

And off my lids were closed...

An hour or two has passed...

Then a ring from my mini-box...

They are returning...

I made haste...

Clothing myself once again....

Awaiting their arrival.....

From one day of torture....

Of being left alone....

I know what it feels like...

Now.....

I cherish.....

All company given....

All the wild things happening....

When I was left alone to guard the house....

11:30:00 PM

Godslayer | 07Nov'90 |

SJK(C) Chung Kwok| 1K2 :: 2K :: 3C :: 4H :: 5C :: 6C |
The Victoria Insitution | 1M :: 2H :: 3C :: 4H :: 5H |
TAR College | SN9P |

18 years old | moving on to 19

godslayer_samyew@hotmail.com | Reaper | Judge me not.

G e n e t i c C o d e

Name:Sam Yew aka. Godslayer
D.O.B: 7'11'90
Race:Chinese
Family:Family of 5, Eldest
Reside in: Cheras,KL
Schools:CKS, Victoria Instution, TARC

Physical Appearance:
+black hair (dyed it mocha brown)
+black eyes (can't dye)
+glasses (/)
+fair skin (rarely exercise)
+jelly stomach (again ^^)
+down there.. cannot tell...

Inner self:
IQ : EQ 5:5
Funny guy - like to joke a lot
Insane - does crazy stuff all the time
Smart - study hard (LOLZ)
Scary - coz of my looks???
Naughty - aren't we all...
Cool - coz i don't like it hot...

Fav Pastime:
eat, sleep, play, read, dream, sing(can't sing), laugh,
joke, talk, listen, cook?, dance(can't dance),
observe people, photography, write, type, surf(the net)...

Hate, Despise, Disgust:
pure idiots, inconsiderate smoker, mood swingers,
con man/woman, sick bast**ds, sore losers...

A Lil' Extra:,
I am kinda shy, but I like making friends.
I like to listen and talk alot.
Sometimes I am a jerk, but most of the time, I hope I'm not.
I'm not the same, I'm unique and so are you... so be unique.
I am considered quite open except for trans at the moment.
I love my life, my friends and my family...

P l a n s

Fight Procrastination

Live Proudly

...

.....

Godslayer LIVES on forever ...

In the darkest hour, as a flicker of light
In the brightest moment, as a gloomy shadow

In the coldest hour, as a cup of Hot chocolate
In the unforgiving heat, as the glowing sun

When all hopes are lost, I will be your last
When all are close, I will break them apart

Neither good nor evil,
Neither kind nor cruel,
Neither love nor hate,
Neither truth nor lies

For Eternal he shall last, a Godslayer till the final dust

you never knew

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