The happy recipient with her comeback of chocs'
Darn I love chocolate so much...
Yummy ain't it?

Today, yet another disastrous day at college,
So close yet so far,
So fond yet alien.
It was a silent day.

Regret

Disappointment

Confusion

I was all messed up.
I was treating people ways I despise of.
What have I become?
The one I hate?
Why is my immaturity level not up to bar?
It has cost me a lot.
Nearly too much to bear.
Luckily it was cleared up - today.
My problems, reduced by half.
Gone with the wind.

Now, I have myself.
To deal with internal conflicts,
will be my aim.
To change

To Be A "Better Man" by Robbie Williams

"...Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man ...."

I am so high now...
After choc's effect coming at me...
AHHHH..... Nirvana...