Alone... Fear....
Today...
Twas quiet....
I was alone....
In the dark....
In the light...
All alone....
No presence I feel....
No soul other than mine...
I was alone...
They left me...
To be the keeper...
Upon my shoulders such tedious task....
I wanted to break free...
But restrained I am...
In this cage of mine...
I was alone...
The fear...
Of being alone...
Crept up to me...
Like the devil...
No one to speak...
No one to play with....
No one to argue...
No one to see....
It was me, me.... and my keepings...
I heard a rumble....
So loud and so near.....
Looked up into the sky...
It was crystal clear....
Then I heard it twice....
Coming from my tummy...
Then I realised...
I have not feasted...
I took up my mini-black box....
And pushed these little Roman digits...
And waited....
The devil hook me up...
She spoke so soft....
It was tempting....
I was tempted....
I blurted my wish....
And it went Tututu....
I waited all alone...
For hours and hours it seems.....
Then finally a ring at the door...
I took up the Devil's offerings...
And feasted on them I did....
I took my time...
To fill my gluttony...
Till left of scarce bones...
Insufficient even to spare a vulture....
Then off I was....
It was getting hot...
Off with these sticky fittings....
And into a refreshing fountain...
Cleanse my body and soul...
And mind at it too...
Then I lay myself down....
And off my lids were closed...
An hour or two has passed...
Then a ring from my mini-box...
They are returning...
I made haste...
Clothing myself once again....
Awaiting their arrival.....
From one day of torture....
Of being left alone....
I know what it feels like...
Now.....
I cherish.....
All company given....
All the wild things happening....
When I was left alone to guard the house....
Was bloody hell boring during the hols...
So we decided to go TS....
Venue: BTS
Objective: Play, eat, shop, walk and relax
Participant: Suh Kuan, Chris, Me and my sis
First off, I woke up late today...
Luckily Suh Kuan called...
If not, GOD knows when I'll wake up...
My sis got lucky, dad allowed her to tag along....
Took bus all the way down town...
And there was this Negro lady sitting infront....
She was conversing over the phone....
A little too loud... okay... not little...
TOO DAMN LOUD....
Lucky I was in a good mood....
So I just took as if she had her problems...
So we started off our shopping spree...
At Borders... hahaha....
Books.... Darn...
Since cash limited, can only buy 1...
So darn hard to find this book...
Better grab while stock last....
Then we head out for clothes....
I know I promised this sales girl...
That I'd come last week...
But I was sick right....
So no biggie....
Okay... Got myself some shirt...
Now, Suh Kuan's turn....Try all kinds of outfit...Darn funny...
Lil' red Riding Hood....
Look... I got her to wear miniskirt...
"My life... Why am I being tortured"....
Me and my sis.....
My sis at gasoline... Poser....
Cordon blue...
Gasoline Fried Chicken Chop....
The Bill... Only 2 person..Sigh.....
Then we went arcade..
Play like mad...
DDR, shooting, hoops, punching...
And yeah... we met Goh...
Our course mate from TARC...
He was with some friend...
Then we went home...
Me???
K.O. until now...
MY Total Expenditure:
Books : RM 29.90
Clothes : RM 155.60
Gasoline : RM 32.70
Arcade : RM 1o.00
Misc : 1.80
OMG... So fast finish....
Need more cash...
Tadaa.... Few of previos BBQ pictures...
I'm not main character....
So only few photos.....
We start preparing the Great Fire... =)
Hot dogs, Prawns, tasty Char Siew and potato???
Me and my cheeky cousin sis.....
Me and younger cousin bro...
Darn he looks smart... Hopefully he'll be smart... My another cheeky cousin...
See... my pirate-wannabe cousin....
Hahaha... He got "red-eye"
Look... So cute.....
My cousin sis and his bro....
We had fun at the BBQ...
So hilarious...
Watching grown ups....Trying to make fire....
When they do not know how....
Their effortless actions....
Driving me crazy...
From laughing
Dunno why... for some reason....
unknown cause of course....
I am damn bloody high....
For the whole day.....
Its like my adrenaline had a mass-breakout....
From watching that bloody drama...
On basketball...
Which I don't know how to play....
To even reading a book....
I bought long long ago...
Everything seems new....
Everything so fresh....
Everything... Outta my mind....
My imaginations....
Of all senses heightened....
Every raindrop, every howl.....
Then, the moon...
So round, so perfect....
I was on some kinda addiction....
But I don't dope.....
That feeling, just overwhelming...
I held my hands up....
Noticed an irregularity....
Rushed to the mirror....
There I stood....
Human I was not....
Animal I was neither....
A Beast, Stood there....
A perfect pose....
A perfect genetic mutation....
I was no longer human....
Lost of all rational thinking...
I let out a howl...
Of lust....
Of anger.....
The beast within me emerge...
Slowly eating my conscious away.....
I was gonna lose it big time...
Then a message came.....
Wake up....
I opened the door...
My sis, there she stood...
I was like... "HUH?"
It was a dream...
a bloody high dream....
**Don't remember much... Haha =)